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it's been a while since i last wrote..
a long while.
so let me fill you in on my life so far..
remember that boarding school i mentioned eon's ago?
well that is where my life is being held at the moment.
the boys there are great.
it's quite like a second family..
only i just got a shit load of brothers..
and only 2 new little sisters.
John Allred is screaming for me to come to his show..
so as always.. i must be there.
a great way to start out my new year.
his voice and his lyrics bring me great joy.
i have been getting into the whole..
doTERRA oils..
they bring great satisfaction to my soul.
their like natural drugs..
i enjoy them.
so for Christmas this year my parents "Santa"
they bought me an Amazon Kindle..
I LOVE IT!
i have fallen in love with my life at the moment..
i have been doing a lot better dealing with my depression..
well in my own opinion.. i don't believe that counts for some people.
My mom is supposed to call Marv today and talk about my tuition..
that school is very spendy..
but well worth it.
i guess in a way i'm to spoiled for my own good..
i have everything that i have ever wanted..
and so much more..
i have been doing a lot of reflecting on my life..
more than ever actually..
and i guess sometimes that could be good..
or maybe sometimes it could be bad..
either way i have been doing it..
i have made plenty of mistakes in my life..
and i wish i could go back and fix them..
bring back the one's i lost..
stay friends with those who meant the most..
never fight..
never break..
never regret..
a friend of mine told me this quote..
"Never Regret Something That Made You Smile"
i'll try living my life by that motto..
i have a long life ahead of me..
i should forget about the past and move toward my bright future..
Me Against The World by: John Allred..
story of my life..
here it goes again..
bring on life as i know it..
throw a couple curve balls.
its a new year..
i'm going to turn my life around..
here it goes..
wish me luck!
♥♥♥
Sammy