June 7, 2010

i just gave up on trying to help my best friend in his life..
was it rude to tell him to go smoke a bowl and live his life alone again?
i sure hope not.
he kind of deserved it though.
he was always telling me to grow up but he never knew what i was going through...
did i make the right choice in this?
or should i tell him i didn't mean it entirely?
its funny how life works don't you agree?
you have your best friend who knows everything about you tell you to grow up..
then when you try talking to him to help him out with life he just blows up...
well hopefully i can get some advice on this one cause i for sure am completely lost...
and you know i dont think its fair that he can be so hypocritical about everything he says...
"don't do drugs sammy" *lights up a bowl*
"don't do drugs sammy" *pops an ecstacy pill*
how do i tell him in a nice way that i miss the midnight conversations
that i miss being able to talk to him about practically anything and everything
im so sick of him thinking he can walk all over me
he cant tell me what to do anymore.
i said i was done and i mean it.... at least i think i do
i can never make up my mind when it comes to these kinds of situations
maybe i really do need some help in my life....