Sunday, September 12, 2010

kinda just the mood i guess

Allred - Forgiven

I've never felt so burnt out before
And I wonder what I've become and I forgot all the things I promised you
Cause you left me like a setting sun
And someone stole you from me
With all the things I wanted to be
And now I've come undone
And you're not around to see it cause you're gone

If you ever find a way, let me know if I'm forgiven
Cause if you never find a way, my life won't be worth living

I've never felt so burnt out before and I wonder what I've become
And I forgot all the things I promised you
Cause you left me like a setting sun
Someone stole you from me with all the things I wanted to be
And now I've come undone
And you're not around to see it cause you're gone

If you ever find a way to let me know if I'm forgiven
Cause if you never find a way, my life won't be worth living

What's in the past is in the past
I just wish sometimes it would last
For one more day
What's in the past is in the past
I just wish sometimes it would last
Cause I've got more to say

If you ever find a way let me know if I'm forgiven
Cause if you never find a way, my life won't be worth living

lately a lot of John's songs have spoken to me.. i have him playing non stop..
his voice calms me.. and his lyrics are actually about things people deal with..
he's truly the only inspiration i have had from a musician..


Allred - Golden

I was uncertain about everything.
And there in the sky was an opening.
That could take me away from this place, and all of this.
Would they even notice, would there be a change if I was gone, for hundreds of days?
And this is the reason why, there's some people I won't miss.
Cause I'm so tired of feeling alone, we could have been golden.
We could have been something, we could have been eerything that we wanted.
But we were too fragile, we could be broken. And we could be bought.
The suns still going down on me, I'm waiting for you.
I'm up to my knees, and I can't make a move without there being something I could lose.
And could there be something better than this? could I find a meaning to happiness?
Could a smile be an expression I could use.
Cause I'm still tired of feeling alone, we could have been golden.
We could have been something. We could have been everything that we wanted.
But we were too fragile, we could be broken. And we could be bought.
If this is the last time I'm going to say this, I loved you more than anything and I still do.
And I still do. I still think of you when I close my ees, with your face stuck in my mind.
Smiling, while I was dying inside.

Allred - If I Died Tonight

Another night I've tried to fall asleep, but your words keep on ringing in
my ears
My faith is gone and I can barely speak. And this is the way it stayed
so many years

If I died tonight, would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it
deep inside

I just can't seem to find my way to bed
And all these passing hours, they repeat
And knowing how you feel, and what's been said
It's time to pack my bags again and leave

If I died tonight would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it
deep inside

On and on I fall. and I can't seem to win at all
Knock me down and I'll still crawl.
And its further than i fall
You will never call.
and you taunt me till it hurts
and you haunt me with your words
your word..

If I died tonight would you regret those words you said to me
That you thought were right if
If I died tonight would you just forget everything you said and hold it
deep inside

Allred - Home

I've fallen down I can't get up again
I've lost myself, I'm losing everything
I wish I could change the world, I'll find a way

All we ever wanted was a place to call home and not to feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never change the way that we are
Cause we've come too far to turn back

How could you just walk away from me?
I'm not asking for your sympathy, just love me
I wish I could change the wolrd, I'll find a way

All we ever wanted was a place to call home and to not feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never cahnge the way that we are
Cause we've come too far to turn back now

And time goes on with or without us
So don't linger on what you can't change

All we ever wanted was a place to call home and to not feel alone
When the sun went down
We should never change the way that we are
Cause we've come too far to turn back now

Allred - Just Remember

I would like to believe that I'd stay the same
So take my picture when I come around again
I guess we will see if I had changed
I may look different but I stayed the same within

Keep smiling

Just remember when the sun goes down
I'm coming home to you

There is so much to see
So much to learn
Time wasted but there's so much left to live
And you can believe what you want to
Just know we're getting to the same place in the end

Keep smiling

Just remember when the sun goes down
I'm coming home to you
Just remember when it all goes down
I'm holding on to you

So stay right where I can see you
I'm coming home

Allred - Crack one more smile

I wish I was in your soul where you could feel me
And you know I'd always be apart of you
And everything I'd feel and everything I'd be would always start with you
If there were prices to pay
Would you give it away?
This world is so ugly and I've seen enough
Sometimes I'd rather be blind or deaf
But I would keep the sweet sounds of your unmistakable voice
That keeps doing rounds in my head
If there were prices to pay
Would you give it away

We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down
Without breaking down

Surviving on my second chances
I'm still scraping by on my memories
And I will leave with you embellished words
And fragmented dreams of these things
When there were prices to pay
Would you give it away

We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down
Without breaking down
Cause I'm lost in photographs with you
Would you give yourself away

We were posing for pictures that were never taken
And I couldn't crack one more smile without breaking down
Without breaking down

Allred - Miss Me

Your words are like the sand tonight.
They're slipping through my fingers and.
I've tried so hard to keep this one.
I've been doing all I can and I've been wondering where you are.
Have you fallen apart because you miss me.
And I guess it's how we are. we're thinking too hard and we're not listening.
And if I kept the truth from you.
Would I still end up empty handed and if you walked away from this just know that I would understand and I've been wondering where you are. have you fallen apart because you miss me?
And I guess it's how we are. we're thinking too hard and we're not listening.
So take a little piece of me.
Take a little piece of my heart.

Allred - Promise

I never thought that I would see the person hiding underneath myself.
And everything I thought I'd need I ended up leaving on the shelf.
Cause life turned out different than we planned.
Wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow.
Just hold me when the lights go out.
You're picking up the phone, I know that you're alone.
And I'm sorry I'm not there.
The clouds are creeping in, I know you're sleeping in.
And I wish that you were here.
But life turned out different than we planned.
Wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow.
Just hold me when the lights go out.
Whatever this will be, promise me, you'll hold me when the lights go out.
My feelings, will stay the same.
Forever, oh, so promise me, promise me, wherever we will go, we'll take it nice and slow, just hold me when the lights go out.
Whatever this will be, promise me, you'll hold me when the lights go out.

Allred - Autumn

I'm waiting here but I'm out of breath
Another reason to just forget
I'll be alright
I couldn't find a better time or place
To see the words written on your face
I'll be alright

And the leaves are on the ground and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older
And autumn isn't what it used to be

Stretching my arms across the sky I'll be alright
I wanted someone to make me see, there's more to life that the one I lead
I'll be alright

And the leaves are on the ground, and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older
And autumn isn't what it used to be

And I'm still changing, I hope your hanging on every single word that I sing
And if you're broken from the words I've spoken
This is what the colder season will bring

And the leaves are on the ground, and I keep falling down
It's getting colder, I'm getting older
And autumn isn't what it used to be

Allred - There She Goes

If you could just take these words away,
I was hoping that they'd be better off replaced.
I'll be waiting over there holding back the tears you made me cry.
I remember when you said you'd never leave.
I guess that's something that you made yourself believe.
If everything will change I hope I stayed the same all the time.

And there she goes, breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile.
If you could just hold it all inside for a moment, be glad to be alive.
And think of the times when there was laughter in your heart.
What did you expect me to say? To tell you please don't go away.
I hope there's a reason for the way some people are.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend I saw the end all the while.
Who's going to be there when you're sleeping watching out for you?
Who's going to tell you when you thought you knew the truth.
When you're falling on the floor outside the door everyone else ignores you, I'd be there for you, I'd always be there for you.
And there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend, I can barely smile, and there she goes, she's breaking my heart again.
And I can't pretend I saw the end all the while.

Allred - Tomb

I woke up such a mess today
so alone and so afraid
but all the mistakes I have made
they follow me back to this place
and all these faded memories
they still haunt me in my sleep

excuse me for the way I look at you
you remind me of someone I thought I knew
and I loved her so
but she left me in this tomb

so why does it always end this way
a million things we never say
cause if our hearts were meant to break
then why is there so much we can take

excuse me for the way I look at you
you remind me of someone I swore I knew
and I loved her so
but she left me in this tomb

Allred - Lucky Stars

You're walking away again
I'm watching my old best friend
Turn their back on me
Growing up wasn't easy
And all that I was before
It fell through a slamming door.
You're still pulling me under, with you

And I still believe that everything will turn out right

And all that was said and done
I know I'm the lucky one
Cause you never stopped trying
Even though I've been lying, to myself

And I still believe that everything will turn out right

And I have counted all the cars
From these interstate backyards
That always find me among faces I don't know
And I'll be wondering where you are
Lying underneath the stars
That always remind me, that I am still alone
I'm still alone

And I still believe that everything will turn out right

sorry its so many songs.. these ones are the ones that i like..
probably the most..
i'll write more as the day progresses..
ha i just woke up a little while ago if that helps a little..

i've been sleeping more than usual..

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