Friday...

i guess that today was an alright day..
i've been avoiding everyone lately..
why?
cause i just cant deal with them anymore..
i dont want to have to keep impressing people..
its really starting to bother me..
is it bad to want to be alone sometimes?
well anyways..
i guess i've been happier.
eating more..
getting better..
Dallen got me out of the house today.
and that was enjoyable..
i had a lot of fun. so thank you Dallen
i applied to be a big sister for big brothers big sisters :)
i'm excited to meet my little.
i was thinking about a lot of things today..
and came across an interesting idea..
what if the world could be happy for a change?
i'm so sick of people always being so depressed..
my best friend Tyler was super depressed today..
i was lucky to text him when i did..
he says i saved his life..
which surprises me knowing him..
well there isn't much to talk about anymore..
i'll keep updating this though..
oh and also.. for those reading my blog..
and think that i'm going to "commit suicide"
yeah let me tell you i'm gonna go in, grab a gun, point, cock, and shoot.
NO
i'm not doing anything like that
i'm sick of stupid fucking rumors..
get over yourselves people.
thats why i hate you guys..
well i'm done for now..
goodnight cruel cruel world..
i'll be awake in the morning.