Well today was actually a pretty good day..
well till after school..
yeah that was shitty..
but other than that i was in a good mood all day :)
so thats a plus..
my dad had his surgery for his kidney stones..
and i guess he's doing alright..
but he has a high tolerance for pain..
so with him you just never know..
i was in a really hugging mood today :)
and i'm sure a lot of people enjoyed it.
i like being able to be happy..
even if its chemically enhanced..
today is my day of reconcile..
i am going to make peace with me and peter..
or at least try to..
sometimes it might be hard..
because i cant always help him..
nor do i have a place in doing that..
its none of my say what he does anymore..
if he wants to roll or get high.. that his choice..
not mine.. i've fixed myself.. i just hope he can too..
maybe one day.. hopefully soon..
he will be able to function without the use of drugs..
and i know how hard it can get sometimes..
i just wish that he knew what kind of stuff he's getting himself into..
anyways.. onto a different subject..
PLUR 2010 is coming up fast.. only 3 weeks away..
me and Bryanda decided we wanted to go.. so we're gonna get the money.
ha i'm kind of excited.. last month didn't go so well so maybe.. :)
it has been exactly 2 months and 2 weeks since i last rolled..
it's been forever.. so i'm excited to see if my tolerance is still up.. :)
well i guess that's all for now..
OOOHHH!!
so my new favorite song is the profile song for here.
it's by Meg and Dia it's called "Fighting For Nothing"
take a listen :)
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